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i was in the pool over six hours.
i fucking hated that guy. sulfage. if he gets hired i'm fucking quitting university.
hah---yesterday i sang a stupid song from the thirties...really, really badly.
if you could line up four people in the whole world alive right now in a firing range, who would they be and why?
louis farrakhan.
gennedy tartakovsky.
jesse may.
gary fucking condit.
why?
i have my fucking reasons.
and now, the music report.
fucking bullshit type-o.
i may actually pass school this semester. half the fucking classes i'm taking don't give credits anyway hahahahahahaha.
adam, what the hell is up with the message board?
wow, he actually called me back.
clyde, you know i'll bust my ass. i feel inferior and lazy if i don't.
revert to list in past random muttering.
i'm not making any sense.
the day i am eloquent about anything is probably the day i'll die.
if you're going to do this, you've got to do it for them, to make their lives a little better. they're not paying you to fuck around and blow up shit everywhere.
i wish i could give my parents a better life.
moleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezma.
vomit.
i love tom and jerry.
www.matazone.co.uk
recommended:
tchaikovsky
vivaldi
wagner
beethoven (especially the piano sonatas and symphonies, everything else was horseshit)
mozart ANYTHING. that man was a fucking genius.
barber (specifically the first string quartet)
grieg
chopin
debussy
a song called outlander (you can find it on any swiping database)
duh---radiohead
floyd-"shine on you crazy diamond"
led zeppelin---"when the levee breaks"
nas--"hate me now"
outkast
dmx
eminem
myra ellen amos (only 'cos i'm a chick)
badly drawn boy
coldplay (awww, for the sentimentality that secretly exists in all)
sigur ros
god damn it, you stupid idiot, no wonder your life is so bad. you allow yourself to be dragged down into this pit. i hate you almost as much as i pity you.
all the cute young blond things---"I wanted to destroy all the beautiful things I would never have."
FUCK OFF.
there's a place where i live known to some as fountain square. most of the kids that hang around that area are of the "alternative" typo...
i wonder what kinds of things they think about, if they think at all, or what interesting, significant, or amusing things they would say if they were to talk to me....
god, damn...i am so fucking lonely.
i wonder how you're doing out there. are you all right? probably not, if you're here reading this.
once again, i'll re-iterate (did i punctuate that right?)
www.slowlydownward.com
go to "tachistoscope"----"MY WEEK"
fuck. every day.
i just want to lounge, just one fucking day, all right?
i hate you. a lot.
so what about the summer. are you going to run off and become this great man and forget all about me. why am i so worried. after all i am only a woman. and we're
evil, moronic, stupid, useless, pathetic, wasted, slutty, cum-dripping whores of flesh, right.
goddamn. i wonder if i'll last. probably not.
eventually
thursday.
friday.
saturday.
note to the emperor---i realise i shouldn't adress matters of a personal issue here, but what the fuck do i care, really. at any rate. you can see it. can't you.
even if he never really will. but that's okay. i have been failed more than once in life.
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anton---i'm sorry. i'll send some music along if you'd like.
baron vykos---die. soon, you fat canadian ass eating cock sucking son of a bitch. i hate you. and no, i'll never ride your stank dick.
to bugs and pooky---tell ben that if he perseveres, he'll be great.
doc w.---if you feel that you must kiss my ass, you're either really desperate or completely lacking in respect for me. and i HATE dr. saladino. just rubbed me the wrong way.
jay---thank you for private "sessions" and carl orff. oh yeah, and the planets.
mom---once again, stop bitching. i am improving, slowly. and yes, i'll get a job.
dad---JUST FUCKING DO IT ALL READY, PLEASE?
to ed---chicken and biscuits. no babies. you're doing it, please don't quit now. be great.
stabat mater dolorosa. juxta crucem lacrimosa. dum pendebat filius. SICUT locutus est. ad patres nostros. ecce enim ex hoc beatum. medicent omnes generationes.
