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Everyone thinks that I am naive. I am generally a nice guy: I don't go out of my way to harm or piss anyone off,; I lend a helping hand to anyone I can, and I take a lot of shit that I shouldn't. I know this. I seem stupid, quiet, and naive on the outside. What most poeple don't know is that deep inside, under everything that they have taken for granted, beneath all the dirty deeds and stupidity they have committed, something very dark, and very dangerous has been growing.
They don't even have a clue.
I am a borderline genious, by all rights. I am capable of unspeakable attrocities. And I have spent all my time watching... listeneing... learning. You learn the most about people when you simply let them believe what they choose to and listen/watch closely.
I realized, not too long ago, that I am one of the most dangerous men in existance. I am intelligent enough to do as I please, and I am angry/disillusioned/fed up/crazy enough to carry out my plans. I have few loyalties, few hang ups, and even fewer inhibitions concerning the destrustion of large portions of civilization.
I really used to believe that most poeple were inherintly good, but as I have grown older, I have been led to believe the opposite. Now, I have a new outlook. And now, more than ever, I am ready for a change. People are greedy, self-obsessed, self-destrucive, and/or stupid. Hell, I'm drunk as shit right now, yet I could battle wits with most people and win!!!
Now the world will reap what it has sewn.
Created on ... November 17, 2000
