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I'd just like to say I'm not that tough, but I bet I could beat the shit out of ten midgets plus Tabor without breaking a fucking sweat.
We live in a world where employers lock the toilet paper dispensers cause they are afraid someone will steal the fucking t.p. ( and they only use single-ply anyway, the cheap bastards). And you wonder why I'm pissed off.
What Would Jesus Do? I am FUCKING positive he wouldn't spend twenty-two bucks on a fucking t-shirt with W.W.J.D? on the front.
"Authorities said he listened repeatedly to the Brotha Lynch Hung song Loke To The Brain"-Black Market Records Compilation.
On the message board is there actually a stupid fuck who is posting under the name "Tabor" ? How fucking stupid is that.
ADD kicked in there, I just spent five minutes staring blankly at the computer screen.
ADD to normal people is like having to do something you hate for an hour.
Except when you aren't normal and have ADD you hate to do anything for over an hour.
I live in a world where I am unable to look at rants from the Empire because my step-dad has my user name parental controlled. How sad is that, here I am twenty-two fucking years old and can't even look at shit I have written on-line.
I really should go to bed because I have to get up and go to a job I hate and I don't even get to buy shit I don't need. Yes assholes I am in horrible debt. I stand at the edge of oblivion. Help me I am in hell. Cancer would be neat! A stray bullet and a fatal gunshot wound while people stop and stared would be even better. Better than this hell anyway. Lacerations not so much.
I now stand with my back against a wall and nowhere to go. So like a cage animal I must fight. Fight against everything I once believed in.
The price of four months of freedom is unbearable.
I know that all those cool shiny materialistic things won't make me any better but I still want them.
I hate what I have become. But yet, I have to celebrate it everyday or fall by the way side. Which I would kill anyone who tried to make me do that.
We live in a world where a brave, valiant Knight is turned into a Disinherited, embittered peasant fit only to serve as a serf for the King of shit.
