Disheartened



"I'd Love You More If You Were On Fire"

During all that time that I was there for you, was you there for me?

Nope.

Through all your many tradgedies, I held your hand and gave you love. Did you do the same for me?

Naw, you took off and said basically nothing in the process.

When your world came tumbling down around you, who was there? That was me. When mine came crashing down was you there.

Survey says: Fuck No.

Now I'm going to watch all the little pieces of everything you hold sacred and everything you think is real but isn't come falling down. What am I going to do this time?

Laugh.


"I'd Rather Die Than Let You Win"

When I was thirteen, it was jerking off.

When I was it was eighteen, it was whiskey.

When I was nineteen, it was pot.

Now it's all three with a little bit of self-destruction.

So what's all that about an addictive peresonality?


"That Little Empty Feeling You Give Me"

When I am on my deathbed and you come to it dressed oh-so-conservatively, hoping to set all the wrongs right to somehow relieve yourself of any stray pangs of guilt to continue on with an otherwise worthless existance based on a pipe dream that will never come to be, I hope only one thing now:

I hope that through all the drug adled haze that I can still give you the bird, after telling you to fuck off.