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I want to set the rain forests aflame.
I want to bleed you.
I want to drop the world into the depth of nuclear winter so it will all be a tenth as cold as my heart.
I can bet that you moaned like a whore for a man who it is my goal to outlive so I can drunkenly shit on his grave.
I've found that once you get used to the fact that your not a good man you can move on to accomplishing something useful.
Any drug will do at this point.
At that point I started to wonder if she was truely an evil genious or just bored.
Make me empty.
A mini skirt, fish net stockings, and knee high boots are not casual wear you stupid bitch.
Even though my goals aren't honorable they are at least goals and I am taking steps to achieve them which is more than most of you worthless fucks are up to.
I saw Lord of the Rings: Return of the King and was lost in a world of honor, loyalty, courage, and friendship and when it was over I was sad to realize I was here in this shit-hole doing what I can to get what I need. Fuck.
Fuck you all.
"Had to act like I didn't even care; But I did so I got stranded standing there, standing there."
- Beck, "Nothing I Haven't Seen" from Sea Change
Yeah, tact used to be one of my strong points.
It's not that I'm that bad; I'm just sick of everything, everyone, and all of the shit.
You will pay for all of it. Don't ever make the mistake of thinking you won't.
Can't you see that fucking with me is bad because I'm stupid and I will fuck us all over just to get you back one.
Whatever. They can have their fun without me. I've got shit to do anyway.
"Things have never been so swell; I have never felt so well."
Nirvana, "You Know You're Right"
"She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly."
-Ben Folds Five, "Brick"
:"You've lost weight! You look good."
::"Thank you for your shallow judgement."
I can't wait to use that one on the ladies.
DirtyfuckingbitchIhaventforgettenandIllgetwhatsduemeandyouwillpayWHORE.
Yeah, bitch, we don't allow nut-trash my house anyway.
"And I need you now, somehow."
- Silverchair, "Ana's Song"
And now the buzz falls upon me like soft, silent snow; Encompassing and complete.
My life is becoming centered around losing weight, doing well in school, making money, a vendetta, and crushing all those that stand in my way.
Hey, at least I've got goals.
"I don't mind stealing bread from the mouths of decadence."
- Temple of the Dog, "Hunger Strike"
I hate having to pretend like I'm all right.
I will make you so sorry.
And so my evil plan grinds on. The sorrow will begin.
"Love is suicide."
- Smashing Pumpkins, "Bodies" from Mellon Collie and the Infinite Saddness
"Revenge is eager. See first you'll crash and then you'll burn."
- Bush, "Dead Meat" from The Science of Things
"Pretty girls make graves."
Even hope dies after so long.
Settle for less; You deserve it.
"Did you know that worn tires can be used for campfire kindling?"
Can you imagine everything you hold dear destroyed? Not yet you can't.
I don't have to like what I've become. I just have to live with it.
Control.
Restrain.
Contain.
Regulate.
Guilty?
Guilty.
Guilty!
"Worker bees can leave
Even drones can fly away
The queen is their slave."
"Sing my Eulogy so sweet; I'm six feet deep in blasphemy."
- Black Sunday, "Dead Like Me" from Sinister
One shame after another.
"Now close those eyes and let me love you to death."
- Type O Negative, "Love You to Death" from October Rust
Alone, slightly buzzed, and unhappy. Just another day here.
Ah, the rapture of pain killers.
"Is my cock big enough? Is my brain small enough... for you, to make me a star?"
- The Dead Kennedys
Here's a hint: If a guy like me tells you that you need to work on your system of morals and beliefs, that you're fucking crazy, or that your life is a mess... There's something wrong with you and you need to fix it because I'm a sick, crazy, fucker with a decidedly empty life.
I met a wonderful girl last tonight. She's pretty and so smart... It was great talking to her. And then tonight I found out she is a lesbian.
Sometimes it gets really old having my life be one bad joke after another.
Fuck.
Fuck you bitch, you're fucking crazy and your taking offense to me saying so just proves it.
Fucking loonatic.
Hey, you Lamberts at Hickory Flats road: Fuck off. We're closed and you can't do shit about it. I'll piss on your next order.
I probably don't like you.
I'm about an inch away from giving up completely...
I don't think that I can hold out much longer. I really don't.
Do the world a favor: If you're a foul old woman, keep your tits covered.
Why do I even fucking try anymore? It seems like all I do is waste my fucking time. I could at least be destroying myself in the time that I spend trying to make things better. At least then I'd have something to show for my efforts.
I can't take you seriously if you don't take yourself seriously enough to not be a dirty bitch.
She's seen more dick than a men's room urinal at a bar.
If I could I would end all this sick, fucked up world's problems but they won't let guys like me anywhere near nuclear devices.
I'd love to see you cry, bitch.
"Everything just kind of grates..."
Bush, "Forty Miles from the Sun" from The Science of Things
I will make you change your mind.
Run with the hunted.
In a world with plenty of things worth dieing for, I just desire one thing worth living for.
